Split personality… Do you know what it means and if you do, are you one of us? Do you have a split personality? Most of the times when I hear people mention “split personality” it’s described as something bad or unreliable.
It took me a while to figure out my own split personality and that having one is nothing bad… I am in constant struggle between the two people living inside of me: one that craves for safety, routine, success, having everything organised and solved and then another one which craves for everything opposite to that, unpredictable, wondering spirit that never stops daydreaming, is anxious when stale and is constantly looking for the next most exciting adventure.
Most of the time, it’s hard to find a balance between these two. While one side of me wants to be all calm, the other side of me drives me nuts with it’s wilderness! 😀 Can you relate at all? I can’t be the only one with this type personality.
While I can only cause “harm” to myself by having those two parts of me constantly fighting, I do see how much goodness they’ve brought me. My life is anything but boring, I always had it easy to relate and understand others, no matter what their background or status was/is. I could always function as an adult and be responsible but never lost that gypsy spirit and sea of emotions that usually never comes hand in hand with the 1st one. While I could do all of the “predictable” things and decisions, I have never forgot to let loose, live by my own rules and always dare to create more, dream of more and speak out for all of the dreamers and wanderers that don’t fit into the frames of “having it all perfect and planned out” in life.
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